and let go of fear.
A lot of different issues and emotions came up in the last couple months. Whether affecting me directly or having felt the commotion of my surroundings, I couldn't help but think, a lot.
Through it all, I saw myself trying to live and work towards what I had already found, what I have felt for a while now. Not rocket science, but fatefully possible.
I want to love what I do. I want to embrace who I am. I want to accept MY path.
I have embraced my body as a woman. The emotions and feelings are from my own being, with more of a feminine touch. My desires come from so deep within, they consume me until I get exactly that. I want no other type of love, no other type of freedom.
I have owned my strengths and faults.
I take most pride in my abilities, my badass womanly strengths. We bleed to cleanse. We bleed so you may exist. I let my feelings come from the divine. Mother nature herself gave me this gift. Silent and still like the moon, we can be as powerful as the ocean tides.
I may cry a little more and love a bit greater. The loyalty I have for you, is the same loyalty I have for my beliefs. The trust I hesitate to give, is the same trust I doubted in my purpose.
So I chose not to constrict myself any longer. I let my breasts that can feed the being from me, stay free. No pressure on the cage that protects my heart, the one I choose to lead with. This heart that lets me feel and feel for you, is the same that allows me to breath. Did you know I can breath like the ocean? Like a lion?
Slowly the fear will creep, stare, and wait for me to cave. I will let it pass.
To love with passion, teach with humility, and live authentically.
This is for the beings of the feminine. ________ like a girl.